I saw some twelve - thirteen year olds today and I just realised how different I was back then. My biggest fear was never getting a boyfriend, never being kissed, never finding someone. That was all I cared about.
And I let that affect a lot of other things in my life; my self confidence especially
And know I'm doing stressful serious stuff like getting offers for universities, and starting driving lessons, and having a job and it's scary.
I wish I had realised the fun i could have when I could.
But I guess we all think things like that and I guess we all have to move on.
I'm happy now; I had my first kiss; I have a boyfriend, it all worked out. - Those 'big' worries I had that are now so insignificant.
;xoxo
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no big worries
but it was much more fun being young life was but a dream...i guess u may now turn dreams now into life
haha thats a nice way to look at it, i hope so :)
isnt it funny how back then thats what we all thought about?
i agree, im way different too. im glad i dont worry about those things anymore there are more important things to worry about in life now. growing up isnt easy but i guess that is what makes it more interesting :)
I know exactly what you mean! I feel like I've lived my whole life wishing I was better than I was... and even though i really hope not, I think i may look back at this year and think the same :/ Ah well, it's life and we live and learn.
thankyou for the comments, means a lot and i'm glad you agree :) but yeah, it does make it interesting and we do live and learn :) xx